Hate so deep, so Devine.

I see you Laugh, Cry, Sigh.
all the time I'm no where to be seen
I see you when you don't look
I watch you with out notice
it hurts to know I'll never be there
I think what hurts more is you
won't ask me to be there
The more I think about it
The more I try to look away
The more I see the decay around me
Old memories haunting my every thought
always at the forefront in my periphile vision
I see you happy
I hate your happiness.
I hate your sorrow.
I hate you don't need me like I need you
That hate makes me breath
Keeps me from fading
My only purpose is to get over you
My only want is to of never met you
You flaunt your happiness even though you
know what it does
You know whats wrong you smile and wave your hand
You ask me to be there for you and then you leave me
I think I just hate the thing that made me who I am
I think I Hate you
A hate so deep
A hate so deep, and so devine.
Your my Goddess.
You created this being that I have become
Fuck your happiness.
Fuck your sorrow
Fuck your Salty Tears Flowing from your gorgous eye's
Down your beutiful check, droping from your face
That I hold in my hands. Thats what its like when I see you
Thats what you do to me
I hope you die Traitor
I was always loyal I am loyal now even though I know what you did
I saw what you did and I know why you did it.
I hope you feel my hate
I hope it hurts you as much as it hurts me
I hope you choke on it.
I hope it consumes you like it did me. I hope my pain is your pain
you vain whore
you stupid vain whore...