CALI PROP 8 YOU SHOULD BE ASHAMED

this goes back to women's suffrage, to weather or not African American's should be allowed to go to white schools. It's the same bigoted argument and just like those before it gay rights will happen. There's no reason why a homosexual couple shouldn't be allowed to get married. In fact the constitution itself gives all couples gay or not the right with the little clause "The Pursuit of Happiness." if we can't even follow our own constitution what the hell is the point of having it. This shouldn't of even had to go to a vote most of these issue's are being caused by bigots who use religion as a shield to spread more hate. Being religious isn't a bad thing it does have great moral values "LOVE ALL" for one. Yet people seem to forget this and decide to pick and choose the passages of the bible they want to follow to fuel the fires of hate.

Hate so deep, so Devine.

I see you Laugh, Cry, Sigh.
all the time I'm no where to be seen
I see you when you don't look
I watch you with out notice
it hurts to know I'll never be there
I think what hurts more is you
won't ask me to be there
The more I think about it
The more I try to look away
The more I see the decay around me
Old memories haunting my every thought
always at the forefront in my periphile vision
I see you happy
I hate your happiness.
I hate your sorrow.
I hate you don't need me like I need you
That hate makes me breath
Keeps me from fading
My only purpose is to get over you
My only want is to of never met you
You flaunt your happiness even though you
know what it does
You know whats wrong you smile and wave your hand
You ask me to be there for you and then you leave me
I think I just hate the thing that made me who I am
I think I Hate you
A hate so deep
A hate so deep, and so devine.
Your my Goddess.
You created this being that I have become
Fuck your happiness.
Fuck your sorrow
Fuck your Salty Tears Flowing from your gorgous eye's
Down your beutiful check, droping from your face
That I hold in my hands. Thats what its like when I see you
Thats what you do to me
I hope you die Traitor
I was always loyal I am loyal now even though I know what you did
I saw what you did and I know why you did it.
I hope you feel my hate
I hope it hurts you as much as it hurts me
I hope you choke on it.
I hope it consumes you like it did me. I hope my pain is your pain
you vain whore
you stupid vain whore...

this is the way I have felt about Ma Petite Ange de Sang since we broke up

i've been alone for so long forgotten by the world forgotten to myself your effervescent eyes have awakened me and brushed the dust away...but i knew you'd never stay so i memorized the color of your eyes as i lost myself inside you i memorized the way our legs entwined as i drifted off beside you i miss god i miss waking up beside you at night i cling to you i'm so afraid afraid the day will come and i'll wake up and find you gone but you promise that you'd not abandon me and kissed my fears away.....but i woke up to that day.....but i had memorized the way our eyes would meet reflected in the bathroom mirror and i memorized your naked silhouette as you slowly brushed your hair i miss god i miss waking up beside you i've been alone for so long...i forgot how much it hurts to wake up so alone but i memorized how warm your body felt as you lay half asleep beside me and i memorized the way the sunlight filled the room and played upon your body....i miss god i miss waking up beside you....

For the new one's

Hello my name is Anthony. And I've decided to make this my blogger instead of using David's all the time, so I'm going to move all my post's over to here and from now on this is where I'll be writting...


-Anthony Dark Star